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Real Tea On Soulmates
A life of emotional and mental torture, suffering, and emotional masochism.
It has become so intriguing to me why some people have this amazing connection and attraction towards each other. Physically you can see the body language sending signals to one another. The energetic connection is real and intense. Clearly the bodies crave each other like they remember one another very passionately. It’s like fire when soulmates unite in a lifetime. But let me explain that it’s not just physical, it’s a spiritual organic connection at a soul level, where each soul remembers the unique energetic imprints from a previous life together. The souls recognize each other. So when a soul meets a soulmate, the bond from a past life is reignited and so difficult to extinguish. It’s an uncanny connection that is immediately recognized from both parties.
But, please run the opposite direction! When soulmates recognize each other, prepare to suffer lots of narcissistic abuse and fu**ed up mind games and love triangles that cycle throughout many lifetimes. Soulmates are soul contracts that we agree upon during a previous life or in spirit form after we transition from a life and audit our experiences of that particular life. Let me break it down. Our souls are immortal, our bodies die, and once our soul transitions or moves on from the 3rd dimension, it looks back at the life it lived. Imagine watching a playback of all the good and bad in your life, your own documentary of that life in energetic imprints that have impacted your soul. This is where things get a little complicated. You see, from these energetic imprints we create soul contracts with other souls that we have caused pain or suffering to in that life. For example, you meet someone who you have soul contract with. In a past life you didn’t commit solely to this person and you treated this person like sh*t. This person kept loyal to you and no matter how much bullsh*t you put that person through, they still loved you and desired to be with you. Guess what? That desire, love, and will for your love is carried on through energetic soul imprints straight into another life. This is the most common soulmate connection. Our souls are pure, kind and compassionate, sometimes we cause our own punishment for the pain and suffering we have caused onto others in a previous life. Our own soul makes the decision to experience the same pain we caused to another person in a new life. Once reincarnated the roles are swapped between these two souls, more mental, emotional and sometimes physical abuse is experienced.
Why do we keep making soul contracts? I have come to a realization that we come here to experience a lot of bullsh*t love games, love triangles, and emotional and physical debaucherys. This is our soul that comes into this lovely human body to experience love in all its many forms, including really fuc**d up soul contracts like soulmates. It always gives me goosebumps when people say “I want to meet my soulmate.” It’s not pretty but a very painful and toxic relationship that no matter what the abuser does to hurt you, there’s something that doesn’t let you leave them. It’s like a crazy addiction towards each other. Two souls fused by pain, crazy lust, and a very peculiar attraction that feels like you need to come back for more. It’s like emotional masochism at it’s best because each rejection and act of abandonment pulls you closer to your lover. It’s quite astonishing to see a soulmate connection, there is true love behind all that pain and suffering. Unfortunately, the soul only recognizes the role it came here to play in this lifetime. It can be pretty messy, and definitely full of drama, adultery, abuse and suffering.ÂAre soulmates meant to be together? No, not always. I have seen many soulmates go through years of off and on relationships. It’s pretty f**ked up sh*t they do to each other. At one point one person desires to change for the love of the other, but once they’ve determined to make that sacrifice, the other becomes the abuser. It’s a constant swap of victim and abuser roles. In another soulmate relationship, one person is married and never fully available to commit, so the other person has to commit to just being the mistress. Like the movie “Fatal Attraction,” this is the most common soulmate relationship that ends up with the mistress being tormented and completely obsessed with the abuser leading her to severe attachment issues and even suicide.Â
Can soulmates live happily ever after together? After a life long of serious mind games, non monogamous relationships and attachment issues together, yes it’s possible for soulmates to awaken and be conscious and aware of wanting to change and forgive each other. What I have learned is that ones own healing journey is the catalyst to another’s healing. We naturally strive for kindness and compassion. Keep in mind that our souls are of pure love, we get tired to playing the same role over and over and carrying the same energetic imprints of suffering into yet another life. It is our natural desire to want to ascend. It may take 10 or 40 years but we are constantly evolving.
Can soul contracts be broken or released? Yes, soul contracts can be broken. We have free will. This can be done in multiple ways through a soul retrieval or in Akasha. Not many people can break soul contracts, so please make sure you find someone who is knowledgeable in helping you release this energetic imprint. I work with a lot of divine beings, they assist me in cutting cords from people and releasing soul contracts. Sometimes it’s a waiting game until one is ready to break the soul agreement. It can get messier at first until the energy settles into the new normal. Once the soul contract is relinquished, nothing is holding you back from ending that toxic relationship or better yet, the addiction and crave for your lover is gone. The one thing that remains is the love and compassion to that soul, and it’s easier to let go or perhaps work on forgiveness. So it’s pretty serious sh*t!
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Am I being haunted?
Many times I get clients that worry about their homes being haunted. Many times they believe it may be something demonic or a ghost. But do haunted houses really exist? Before my spiritual awakening, I didn’t understand what a haunted house really was. I saw many horror movies that depicted a home with demons and scary ghosts that terrified the living inhabitants with the intention of possessing them or scaring them to death or even kicking them out of the home.
Clearly it’s not always like this 99% of the time. The house I grew up in always had earthbound spirits, malevolent, and demonic entities that came in and out but it wasn’t like T.V. or movies portray a haunted house. More recently, and for the past almost 11 and a half years, I lived in what a normal person would consider a haunted house. Yes, there have been moments where creepy, unexpected, and unexplained things have occurred in my previous home or the home where I grew up in but not so much like the storylines in most horror movies.
There are many things that can be interpreted as a haunting. Many times, it is residual energy or residual emotional energy that needs to be cleared. Houses, and anywhere we humans inhabit, can absorb energy and we leave imprints of our energy everywhere. Sadness, depression, happiness, fear etc., are imprinted in the spaces we most spend our time in. Any object can soak up any emotion attached to any event in our life. This energy becomes imprinted in the home or personal belongings (even vehicles) and can be cycled and replayed over and over. This is what is often mistaken as ghost activity or even demonic activity depending in the residual energy or residual emotional energy being expressed in that particular home. This is why most older homes are often depicted as a number 1 haunted location. Older homes have a longer history over many individuals’ lifespans, and many layers of residual energy and residual emotional energy are imprinted for many years. This energy is then cycled and can be perceived by visitors or new living inhabitants and is often misunderstood.
Other times, when remodeling of the home is being done, or the birth a child, or when a new roommate moves in, the energy and frequency changes. The change in the energy frequency causes a disruption for other entities not seen by naked eye that share that same space. This is another most common scenario and most common occurrence mistaken for an earth-bound spirit or ghost. Sometimes it can be an elemental being and even shadow people. Earth bound spirits rarely stay in one place unless they get attached to a person, or a host, but this is more of an attachment and another blog itself! And yes! Spirit sometimes want to get our attention but not like the movies portray it. We do share this dimension with other beings that are benevolent and others can be malevolent if disturbed. But, the majority of spirits or other entities respect boundaries and dominion. Over some time, the energy becomes balanced, specifically when remodeling is over and when things are being preserved to their original state.
Weird noises or voices can sometimes be taken as a haunting, unbeknownst by the person hearing this, that they may be clairaudient. This means that the person can hear messages from spirits, sometimes internally in the form of mental communication or like the voice in our head. Other clairaudients can hear externally, with their ears. Those like myself who are clairaudient can hear spirits, or other entities like angels and ascended masters; we can also communicate with nature elements and the animal kingdom. Often as a clairaudient, I walk into someone’s home and get the scoop of what’s going on in your personal life by the other spirit inhabitants in the home. They are very chatty, especially animals! If you are clairaudient, you are not being haunted, spirit is just communicating with you and you are capable of tuning into their frequency, similar to a radio channel.
Something else often interpreted as a haunting is our own mental and emotional state. Our own energy body can be perceived as a haunting! Yes, real living people can torment us and others! We are all energy, and we have a tendency to pour out our emotional energy, like a free for all to everyone and anything a couple of feet away from our aura or energy body. Our energy can have a different effect on other people. Our own density and emotional pain can be transmitted to another person to the point that they think they are being attacked or possessed by something paranormal. Similar to how plants breathe, we absorb other people’s energies. Specifically highly sensitive people and children are more vulnerable in absorbing others’ energy. This is one of the most common things that occur and that really make people believe that they are haunted by something paranormal. When in reality they are picking up on their roommates’, coworkers’, or neighbors’ emotional and mental energy.
For some years now, I have been on my own path of all things woo woo and I have a better understanding of how energy works, this has helped me remove the fear of the unknown. Therefore, a lot of what people consider a haunting is not as scary as it seems and has a logical, maybe not scientific perspective, but logical one if you understand how energy works.
My point is that haunted houses are real but not like T.V. or movies portray it. There are many possible things that could be going on but not always demonic or malevolent. It may seem frightening to some people, but only because they don’t understand what is happening and how energy works. Once we figure out what is going on and what is being perceived as a haunting, we can clear the energy and stop the energy from being cycled. If you think you are being haunted or feel the space in your home isn’t peaceful, look for someone that can help identify what’s going on. In majority of the cases, mistaken for hauntings, we need to work on strengthening our own personal boundaries so that others, including spirit entities, don’t cross the line and overstep our personal space. If you feel frightened and don’t feel confident clearing it yourself, it’s best to look for a professional ghostbuster who can handle this for you! You’d be surprised how easy it is sometimes to rid of this phenomenon and bring back peace and balance back into your home and your personal space.
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Psychic or Not
I don’t want to be labeled a psychic. My dilemma is that I don’t want to be your typical Miss Cleo psychic that you can call for generic guidance. Yes, I have amazing abilities that allow me to see beyond 3D, but I don’t want to use my abilities to answer questions that you can answer for yourself. We are free will and we can manifest anything in our reality. I’m devoted to my spiritual practice and have worked hard. I still continue to do lots of research to better understand my abilities and I want to put them to good use. If you’re looking for answers to when you’ll get married or if you’re spouse loves you, I might not be the right fit to assist you. If you want to know how to manifest abundance or learn how to connect with your higher self then I’m your girl! If you need guidance on developing or discovering your intuitive gifts, interested in expanding your spiritual practice, or if your dedicated to evolving your consciousness then we will rock this together. I too have had my share of bad experiences with people who call themselves a psychic, perhaps this is where this dilemma took life and I don’t like the word psychic. In the beginning of my awakening, I sought the help of a couple of psychics. I didn’t know what I was experiencing, and felt like a psychic could point me in the right direction and tell me wtf was going on with me.In the beginning of my awakening I began to hear voices, see and feel energy, and my empathic abilities where through the roof. It was a time that I remember feeling like I was going to float away into space. I was really concerned about what I was experiencing and found this energy thing very paranormal at that time.During this time I discovered that not all psychics are created equal. There are some people that prey on others that are vulnerable. I learned that not all psychics can channel, or see and feel energy and everyone’s gifts are different. Some psychics use tools, others just try to read your body language. Every psychic has their own boundaries and code of ethics and this is where some lack compassion and honesty. In one occasion I was told by a psychic that someone put a third eye on me and that’s why I was having all these cray experiences. This psychic wanted me to pay $1000 to remove this 3rd eye so that my life can be back to normal. Lol! I had another psychic tell me that I was cursed and she could remove the curse for $300. I will never be like these people. When I accepted my gifts and chose to be of service to source and this lovely universe, I vowed to always keep it real!!! I don’t want to lie to people, or pretend like I know all the answers. I want to genuinely help people connect with their higher selves. I want to inspire and help people connect with source energy and creator of all beings and their wisdom. I want to help people learn how to heal themselves or to get in touch with their gifts.When people seek my help, I take my work serious. If I don’t know an answer to my clients question, I let them know I don’t know the answer. I’m passionate about being of service to source and I’m devoted to giving genuine and authentic guidance through all my sessions. I’m honored to be of service to Gaia and its inhabitants and I don’t take it for granted. I’m committed to every single session and I respect every single being I’m meant to help. My awakening has made my heart and soul full of compassion and I don’t judge anyone. My awakening experience has helped me see beyond our imperfections, deeper at a soul level. My abilities allow me to see the story behind the curtains of your soul, your pain and struggle, your story.Beyond the adjective of psychic, I identify as a healer. Yes, I have these amazing intuitive abilities but I’m not just a psychic! I’m a goddess of love, an awesome mom and wife, and I can’t express enough how much I love to share my gifts and my experience with others. I’m loving, compassionate and I use my all abilities to help you connect with your most genuine and authentic self. I love to share hope and faith. I love to give validation to others about DIVINE, and the higher source of love that loves us unconditionally. I love to help other lightworkers find their calling and confirm to them that they are not crazy.I’m a soldier of love. I’am a healer. I’m a light-worker. I’am a highly sensitive being that shares and spreads love wherever it’s needed.Just like you, I’m following my own spiritual calling. Psychic or not, I will continue discovering my path and continue sharing my gifts with others. -
Lucid Dreams
Months ago I used to help an acquaintance with her most diverse or peculiar unsolved client cases. She’d contact me when she’d hit a roadblock in some of her clients cases or when she needed some guidance and the help of my angels. Before her phone call, I already had a download of what the issue was and cause of the problem. So, when she called me that day in January, I knew that we where dealing with elemental beings.Before this, I already had my own experiences with faeries, shadow beings, earth bound spirits, other darker beings and of course angel’s and ascended masters. My angel’s are always there when I need their help or when someone else needs guidance. Before she called, I knew that there was portal in her clients bedroom, and her client had already seen these beings, as well as her daughter. The elemental being’s energy did not feel threatening to me at all because the frequency of their energy wasn’t vibrating low like other dark beings I had previously encountered. But her client and her daughter where being attacked, including their dog. I passed on the advise from my angels, but still felt uneasy about the case that night and I asked my angels for guidance, just in case I missed anything.When I spoke to her client over the phone, I connected to these beings and they didn’t seemed harmful or threatening to me. I asked if they where demonic and they said they weren’t. Every being we share this and other dimensions with, knows we have dominion and when asked who or what they are, they must answer. So, after the session I asked my angel’s to show me what these beings where and to tell me if they where harmful. You see, I’m human, I acknowledge that there are other beings and energy I haven’t yet encountered, and that this side of all things beyond 3D, I’m still learning about. When I set forth on my spiritual path and helping others, I asked my angel’s to let me know if at any time I give wrong information or make a mistake. And from previous experiences, they communicate with me through dreams or during meditation. In these dreams, I know I am sleeping and dreaming. In these lucid dreams, I’m very aware of everything, I remember vivid details and feelings, and my angel’s give me in depth information and what I must know to help a client. This particular time, I wasn’t able to pick up that these beings where malevolent. When I communicated with them it was the first time I had come across this particular type of elemental being.That night, my angel’s contacted me through a lucid dream. In my dream I saw these elemental beings and they where torturing me, by pinching me really hard and twisting my fingers. I wasn’t in my physical body as Jessica and it wasn’t me, I was seeing this unfold through the eyes of her client. I was terrified at first, these beings looked a bit scary, not like the faeries you’re used to seeing on Peter Pan. In my dream I asked my angels what they where, and they said goblins. These goblins had three toes in each foot and very long and skinny fingers. I also saw them torturing her dog and twisting his toes. These goblins knew I was present and they tried to intimidate me, and told me they would show me who I was. I became a little frightened but I could feel my angel’s were there with me and I asked them to help me wake up and get out of this dream. As I wake up, I hear one of my angel’s say, tell her to close the portal first and bind them. My angel’s also gave me further information of how these goblins got there and why they where attacking them. I knew I was safe in my dream and to felt curious about these beings but the physical appearance of these goblins was scary to me and intimidating. The next morning, I immediately text my acquaintance and tell her about my dream and what my angel’s said. Since the goblins where binded and the portal was closed, her client has not had any more encounters with them.Before this I have had plenty of lucid dreams where my spirit guides and angels communicated with me. Lucid dream are dreams where one is aware that we are dreaming and sometimes we have control in these dreams. Sometimes we can astral travel during these dreams and go anywhere. In my earlier lucid dreams I used to love to hang out in the clouds and fly really high in the sky, like a bird. In other lucid dreams my angels have been able to warn me about natural disasters, or major world events. Other times they warn me about family issues that may arise, or even give me guidance about someone trying to take advantage of me, before it happens. At the time of the dream, these dreams don’t make sense, and it’s hard to believe what they are showing me because of the small details I can remember, but once the event occurs, it surreal.I’m still getting used to these lucid dreams and how vivid they are. One thing for sure is that my connection with my angels and divine has gotten stronger. My angels are constantly teaching me and guiding me throughout my spiritual path. It’s an amazing feeling knowing they have my back! It’s also pretty incredible to be able to help others with my intuitive abilities and with the help of my angels be a part of their spiritual journey.If you are having lucid dreams, start journaling them and try to write as much of what you remember, including how you felt and other details that capture your attention. It helps to go back to these journal entries and reference what you already have experienced, or what exactly the dream was or meant. Spirituality can seem frightening but be open to spiritual enlightenment and embrace your spiritual journey! -
Pablo’s Visit
It had been 2 yrs since Pablo had ran away. After the birth of my second son, he became jealous and started sneaking out and coming back in couple of days. Pablo was a peculiar cat, so affectionate and intelligent. During my pregnancy, he loved to lay next to me as I slept and feel Oscar moving on his belly as he laid on my chest. I was only allowed to caress him when he allowed me to, I was equal to him and we respected each other. Pablo understood my boundaries and I understood his. One day Pablo left to one of his escapades and never came back.During the peak of my spiritual awakening, Pablo came to visit me one night. As he laid next to me, he told me he had gotten ran over by a car and his physical body didn’t survive. I was stunned, you see before this I had not communicated with animals like this. I did have other spiritual encounters that have left an impression in my life and I had visitations before from other fur babies I have had but never a visitation like Pablo’s. My other visitations with other animals, where just apparitions and more like spiritual signs where I could feel their spirit energy present, but not full on articulate communication.
Pablo is a highly evolved soul and he knew how to contact me and how to communicate. Pablo stayed that night and slept with my husband and I in the bed. It was so comforting knowing that he was OK. My kids and I always wondered what happened to him before his visit. My oldest son and my husband would often joke and exchange stories that explained why he left. One of them was that he left to another home because they fed him better food and pampered him more than we did. I felt honored and touched that he came to say goodbye before he left this 3D reality. Every now and then he pops up, specifically when I go walking around my neighborhood or when my husband and I are in bed. He loves to cuddle with us in bed and still visits us now. Animals have a soul too and just like us humans, they have their own personality. Some animals can communicate as articulate as us or better and others with visuals or pictures.
It’s an amazing experience to communicate with animals. After Pablo’s visitation my spiritual journey continued to evolve. I had a friends cat named Wendy visit me since Pablo’s goodbye, but that kitty is still physically alive and can astral travel. Wendy is another highly intelligent being with advanced communication skills. Like Pablo, she understands that we are on the same level of consciousness. Wendy has reincarnated many times and her soul is as evolved as other human souls.
Since Pablo’s visit, my animal communication skills and spiritual practices have evolved too, and I have accepted my spiritual path as a healer and spiritual development coach. Just as I can connect with human energy, I can connect with animal energy and its easier and more energetically efficient. This has come very handy in communicating with animals that are having health or behavioral issues that need to express these issues with their human companions. Animals always have something to say! It’s one of my favorite intuitive abilities and most amazing sessions.
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The Beginning: Get to Know Me
Two years ago I thought I was losing my mind. I had diagnosed myself with schizophrenia and thought I’d spend the rest of my life in a psych ward.
The voices in my head where hard to ignore. Having a Bachelors in Science and having focused most of my upper level studies in scientific evidence and testable science, I thought I was crazy. There was no rational explanation why I heard these voices.
For months since this began, I didn’t bother to talk back to the voices. I felt like a spectator in my own head. It was during this time that I thought I was seriously mentally and physically ill. I had developed terrible anxiety and other phantom illnesses that Western medicine could not prove. All of the lab test results were inconclusive and I could not get any concrete results.
At the time I didn’t understand the changes that were happening to every aspect of my being. You see, it wasn’t just the voices in my head, but also the feelings or emotions that I felt from places and people as well as animals and nature. My hands had become very sensitive to touch, and I could feel a strange throbbing force sometimes coming from them. I couldn’t understand why my ears would ring, and why when they would ring I could hear faint music or indistinguishable voices. Similar to being in a public place and hearing people carrying a conversation but not making out what they are saying. I started feeling more throbbing around my body, and that’s when I started seeing different doctors.
Not only did I feel like I was losing my mind but I was convincing myself that I was seriously physically and mentally ill. I became depressed, and began seeing a psychotherapist after my primary doctor suggested I may be experiencing late post partum because of my anxiety symptoms.
Twice a week for two months I met with the psychotherapist and discussed my feelings and thoughts. Never did I mention to her about the voices I kept hearing because I knew the diagnosis she’d give. When I entered her office I immediately felt alot of sadness and anxiety which made me an emotional mess. That office set off my fight or flight response, and each time I went for a session, my anxiety was worse. After attempting psychotherapy for a long while, I stopped going. My body would react so strangely when I was in that office, and it was so uncomfortable. When I sat in the therapist’s office, I remember feeling my body throbbing, like I was pulsating electricity throughout my body. I could not understand the overwhelming fears and frustrations I felt by just being in that space. I could not perceive what was going on with me, and at that point I felt like I hit rock bottom.
One day as I broke down with overwhelming fear and frustration because none of my experiences made logical sense to me, I fell to the floor crying and begged GOD for help. I felt like a failure and a mental mess. All of the doctors I had seen had no idea what was wrong with me. I had done multiple blood and genetic tests and even attempted psychotherapy, but the only diagnosis I kept getting was possible late post partum anxiety.
As I cried on my bedroom floor, and prayed to GOD for help, I heard “get up, theres nothing wrong with you,” confused and startled, I stop crying for a bit and ask “well what am I supposed to do,” and the voice says “get to know me.”
That was the first time I replied to one of the voices and it was the beginning to a lovely relationship with divine beings. -
Catalyst of Love
Why do I keep getting the same message? Every morning when I wake up, I connect with my divine team and sometimes I pull an oracle card out to focus my week on. For weeks I kept getting the same message.
Forgiveness.
I’ve been on this inner healing journey for a while now and forgiveness is something I’m working on.
So, what is forgiveness?
Forgiveness isn’t pretending that something didn’t happen, but acknowledging it did. Forgiveness is facing the pain or person and setting boundaries.
Forgiveness is letting go of the past and making room for growth and love. Not letting hurt control you or manipulate your feelings. Forgiveness is also moving forward and not forgetting. It’s appreciating who you are.
Forgiveness is loving yourself more for all your small imperfections and embracing your inner Goddess/ God.
Forgiveness is not allowing pain to control your life. It is saying I surrender to love and not fear and anger.
Forgiveness is starting over without any expectation other than love and compassion.
Forgiveness is removing the power that pain had on you, your beliefs, your faith, your soul. Knowing that the power of deception, hurt, anger and fear no longer control you. Because when you forgive you transform that dark power into love, and love heals all.
So, be gentle with yourself on this journey. Love yourself a little more. Embrace this process and be proud of yourself for choosing this path.Yes, forgiveness is not easy. Why hold on to all that pain in your soul? When we forgive, we open our heart to love, compassion, acceptance, joy and abundance. I have seen and experienced this throughout my journey and in many of my clients. Those who chose to not let go and dwell in emotional pain, carry such burden that dictates every aspect of their life and doesn’t allow them to grow and experience life to the fullest. It’s like being in a box and being restricted or unable to grow.
Love yourself a little more and let go of that sh**. Take a deep breathe and take it one day at a time. Surrender and embrace this act of compassion and be proud of yourself.
At the end of the day, the cause of the hurt is one that will be at the mercy of the universe. It’s not about revenge but letting go and allowing yourself to heal. Be the catalyst of love.
Namaste
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Empathy
Since I was a child I didn’t understand why I could pick up others feelings, emotions & thoughts. I struggled to differentiate my own shiz vs. others emotionals. I know T.V. glamourises this ability but sometimes it’s just a brain f**k. Pardon my French, but that’s just what it feels like. Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â
As a young teen to young adult I kept a small circle of friends, literally a handful. As a teen, I could tolerate being around people that where happy and had high self esteem vs. depressed and angry people who weren’t happy with who they where. And let me tell you, being around angry people is the worst. It repelled me, it was such an uncomfortable feeling, that it made me feel sick. Sadness is another emotion that’s difficult to deal with as an empath. Specifically, if you don’t yet know who you are, it can be brutal to distinguish if it’s your own emotion or someone else’s. Teen years are already a difficult time for most. Imagine trying to figure out who you are & picking up on your best friends ideas and emotions and wondering later WTF is wrong with me. I had lots of those moments growing up, but I know even people who aren’t empathic feel this way. So, I’ve labeled these memories and brief bipolar type moments as simply good times in my memory bank. 😉
As an adult I’m learning to appreciate this gift and learn how to control it. It has made me more compassionate for others. It has also made me more compassionate with people that may seem crazy, odd or just different. It’s still not as glamorous as T.V. plays it out to be but it’s a gift that makes you more aware of your own feelings and shiz.Being empathic may be a roller coaster of emotions, and others junky feelings but it’s an amazing gift that many don’t embrace. There is no Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, so empathy may be difficult to understand. Specially since all these mental diagnosis and western medical practices pretty much opose to having extraordinary senses like empathy. Far from the truth in most cases, people naturally label themself as schizophrenic, or bipolar.
Fortunately, the new age movement is happening and spirituality is being explored more. Scientist are starting to explore these gifts, and more people are identifying themselves as an empath. As a mother to two lovely sensitive children, I encourage them to be who they are. I teach them to love themselves and to embrace not being different but extraordinary. If you identify with being an empath, there is nothing wrong with you! You are extraordinary! Explore your gift and have fun getting to know your authentic self. Look for groups online or in person that are new age or open to spirituality. Search meet up groups near your city and explore this gift, you’d be surprised of how many can relate to what you’re experiencing!
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There’s going to be a car accident…
As I’m driving to pick up my first born from school, I hear “there’s going to be a car accident, not you, your safe.”
My natural instinct puts me on high alert and my driving anxiety is heightened. I call on archangel Michael for protection and I’m quickly soothed with comfort as I hear “just drive slow before the curve.”
I reduce my speed drastically as I’m a couple of feet from the sharp curve and an SUV hydroplanes 360 from the oncoming lane onto mine. Not only did it hydroplane and spin three times, but it was coming from the opposite traffic onto my lane, head on. As I see this happen, I pray and take a deep breath. It felt like I was watching this unfold in slow motion.
The SUV suddenly stops spinning 4 yards in front of me and drives off like nothing.
If I would have been driving the speed limit at the curve, that SUV would have impacted my vehicle head on and drove me into a ditch. Clearly my youngest and I would have been severely hurt.
Thank you archangel Michael & my team of divine light. Thank you God! Thank you Creator of all beings!
I hear you clearly.
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Stormy Dream
One of the ways that the universe and my divine team sometimes communicates with me is through my dreams. Sometimes my dreams seem like a warning or caution and other times just as an FYI.
Last night I had a very vivid dream that I was caught in the middle of a bad storm. The rain hit my face and my body hard and it was so cold, the wind was powerful. I could hardly see anything because it was raining so hard and so fast. I was walking in a freeway trying to get to the highest point and the water was to my torso. Once I reached the highest point of the freeway, I saw chaos, everything was underwater. I felt nervous but I knew I was safe.
I don’t know what exactly this means but I pray that mother earth is gentle.
